I'm improving! I've been working really hard to make myself into the person I want to be. I'm doing more of the things I like and spending time with the people I love. Currently listening to the front bottoms and watching h3h3productions cause I'm a slut for memes. Ethan Klein has actually been an inspiration to me because of his ability to live his life and do what he loves while having tourettes. I've been getting back into writing and playing music and I feel like I am happier the busier I am because I've finally learned how to keep my life organized. Hope you guys are all doing well!
// Laila 4.26.16
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the full apple music interview with zane lowe is out! we got snippets of it when love from the other side dropped, but they finally rolled out the full thing. here are some highlights that stood out to me :)
patrick describes pete’s lyrics as what gets him out of bed in the morning. if pete doesn’t send him lyrics, he doesn’t write a song.
andy and pete used to draw fake snake tattoos on each other using magic markers as kids omg?
so evidently patrick was the one who got covid during hella mega tour. and he hated it and he was miserable and that’s when he called neal avron about the new record lmao
patrick says that joe was hesitant at first and he was the one who said that for this record he wanted to make something that they could all savor and spend time on and patrick was immediately on board with that
pete says patrick’s job is to interpret him because pete calls his mentality a “little bit off” but patrick is capable of understanding him and translating it
patrick describes his and pete’s creative relationship as “twin speak.” it’s not linear and it’s like living in his brain a little bit. he calls it the “weirdest thing i’ve ever seen” when pete can just Tell that some words that patrick adjusted weren’t ones he wrote despite not remembering writing them. patrick says he’s gotten better at connective tissue and knowing how pete would say things
pete: back in the day patrick was like, “what’s the difference between cry and weep i will KILL YOU. THEY’RE THE SAME THING. I’M GONNA KILL YOU RIGHT NOW.”
zane says patrick’s vocals are next level for this album. pete agrees that he kills it on this album and said he never would’ve expected that voice coming from him when they first met. zane says patrick could sing a recipe and it would be good. he then passes patrick a recipe and patrick. sings it???
patrick: i’m not gonna belt it. (starts belting) NINE INCH PIE PLATE ROLLING PIN
patrick says that pete doesn’t mean to have rhythm to his words but there’s a rhythm to them all the same and patrick can find this syncopation in his words and thinks it’s amazing
more talking about patrick and pete’s Magical Mystical Transcendent Soul Bond. patrick says “if we were one guy, we’d be an INCREDIBLE DUDE”
patrick and pete say that interviews with all four of them are hard because it’s chaos and everyone’s talking at once but it all makes perfect sense to them and no one else. zane says that sounds like fun flkjdfd [i agree please do this more it’s a joy]
pete says joe really stepped up and wrote a lot for this record!
patrick: “joe is kind of a conundrum because he’s this really talented…he’s a brilliant writer, a brilliant player, but pete and i became the "team” and it wasn’t really a plan, but that’s just kind of how it happened. [brief tangent about the hiatus] we come back from the thing and joe is this fully-formed writer with a very distinct - he has one of the most distinctive writing voices. when i hear his parts, when i hear his ideas, i could pick them out of a crowd. like i know the way joe writes, and it’s VERY joe.“ part of the process with post-hiatus was integrating him into the writing process more.
discussing the hiatus and fame and pete says his life kind of "blew up” and took it pretty hard. apparently during production for folie paparazzi actually broke down the gate to neal avron’s house
patrick goes on a big tangent about how bad things got during the height of pete’s fame. “part of my role is to tell his story. i’m a composer. that’s what i like to do. i work on movies, i work on shows, and i work on pete. pete has a story that needs music, and if he’s removed from himself, if he’s not even able to access himself because he’s behind all of this stuff, i don’t have a story! so not only did i not have my buddy, which was heartbreaking in its own way, but then i also don’t have a purpose as an artist.”
patrick says that andy is always ready to play but when you get him happy to play, it’s another level
“and trohman, there were these moments where he…he got so excited.”
patrick describes writing what a time to be alive as wanting to write the saddest, most desperate song you could hear at a wedding. pete bursts into laughter and calls it “so twisted”
talking about other endeavors outside the band - patrick talks about composing and said joe’s been super busy with his book and writing for tv and because there are so many deadlines for stuff like that, it’s what hammered home to him that fall out boy needs to not be that. “there’s something special about this that can’t be…this has to be passionate and art.”
discussing how scared patrick was of his own voice while the band took off. patrick was really scared of the song saturday at first because there are some really exposed vocal moments. he describes saturday as a song where everyone in the band lets each other go for it.
zane calls fall out boy the “emo blueprint” and says they were unapologetic in being emotional. patrick immediately says, “that was pete. i don’t think we could’ve done that without him.” he and joe were basically kids and patrick was too anxious to talk on stage.
zane says, “i remember interviewing you in the early days and i felt like every time i asked you a question i was bullying you.” pete IMMEDIATELY loses his shit.
“in another life where i didn’t have a pete…cause saturday, i did write most of that by myself…so there’s a world where that song exists without the band. there’s no world where i sing it in front of people without pete.”
pete says every night before they put out a new song he calls patrick up and gets really scared and wants to back out and patrick talks him down every time
they talk about how scary it was when arm’s race released and performing it at the amas. patrick starts laughing rly hard as they get into how there were giant crickets on stage and the crowd was just stone-faced and utterly nonresponsive and their stage manager was utterly panicked
towards the end patrick really loosens up and starts swearing more dlkfjdfd
One of my favorite parts of bubbline is you got this pink princess literally MADE of candy and then an emo/punk rock vampire queen who’s father is the king of basically hell and the candy one has committed many war crimes and various atrocities and the vampire gets emotional over her teddy bear
